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Always Thinking Of Her
Even though we live far away I still think of her everyday.
I couldnt stand being apart,
For she will always be in my heart.
The thought of her warms me,
Because I think of her daily.
I love to think of her voice,
And how good it sounds.
Also listing to my heart,
And how hard it pounds.
She is so beautiful I can't think of her name,
But even though we live far away, I still think of her everyday.
Everyday I am thinking of how much I miss her,
And wondering if she'd let me kiss her.
I'm always thinking and sayin how beautiful she is,
Wondering if she thinks about me and what I'm doing.
Her picture stays in my mind no matter what she has done,
But even though I'm thinking of her everyday,
I still say I miss her everyday of my life.
When I first saw her i couldn't resist,
I liked her so much, we both kissed.
She made me feel like i was trapped in a cage,
Then she wondered why i had so much rage.
Sometimes she treated me like I was never there,
But I'm always with her and ther for her no matter where.
We always tell each other how we feel,
But i always feel left out.
That never matters as long as she loves me,
Always and forever I will love her too.
Life or Death
I like to acknowledge the fact that I'm living,
The fact of me dying is scary but soon.
If i were to die, i'd be glad it was me.
If it were my family i don't know where i'd be.
Id take a bullet for anyone.
My family is first then me.
I love my family and friends,
And i'll do anything to save them.
For im trying my best to stay alive,
Acknowledging the fact that i'm alive......Is good.
Lies, Lies, Lies
I don't see why everyone on this earth lies,
Where does lying get you in life?
I know it dont get you very far,
If you lie you're only hurting yourself.
You dont get the job you want,
And you certainly dont get the love of your life.
This so far should teach you to never lie,
If you cant stop lying then please go get help.
I did in my own way,
And you should too.
Otherwise,
STOP YOUR LYING!!!
AND TELL THE TRUTH!!!!
4-Wheelin
I will tear around but i know my limit.
Don't care if a pig gives me a ticket.
That's Alright, thats ok,
Its not his fucking 4-wheeler anyway.
The pig can go ahead and try to pass,
Cause i don't give a fuck i have a ton of gas.
Even if i didn't I'd Still whoop his ass.
HA! MOTHER FUCKER EAT THAT SHIT!!!
GET OUT OF MY HEAD!
I think about our problems Everyday
I get to see her Everyday
But with me things never go my way.
I just wish she would...
GET OUT OF MY HEAD!
When i'm sitting in school
I'd be playing it cool
And just out of nowhere i'd scream...
GET OUT OF MY HEAD!
Why does my life have to be like this
To me everyday is a sardonic bliss
The great thing between us was our kiss
These thoughts need to...
GET OUT OF MY HEAD!
She is so damn beautiful
I thought that we were wonderful
But to her i am just pitaful.
So she needs to...
GET OUT OF MY HEAD
GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!
You can pour you life out to many people.
But no matter how hard they might try to understand,
Life is a mystery with no site of ending.
Is there a real purpose that people still exist?
Have you ever taken the time to listen to a song?
Do the words in the song say how you might feel?
Many people have feelings about something no matter what it is!
For me, listining to punk rock, or a slow song makes me think.
I have feelings just like anyone else on earth.
A majority of people lie, and pretend to like someone.
Have you or any of your friends been lied to, or someone pretended to like them?
Unfortunately i have been in a position like that.
Lied to, befriended, people talk about me behind my back.
People who i thought were my friends were pretending.
Many of us have been there, and know exactly how it feels.
THATS PART OF LIFE AND NO ONE CAN CHANGE FATE!
No need to be rude, but i love my solitude.
Who knew now nothing cand stand between,
The love of one and the love of another.
Forever better thatn tomorrow, will be no more sorrow,
For i think i won the one to have some fun.
Knowing that showing my love for the one above,
Will bring me the greatest joy for not a toy,
But giving respect not to expect having a girl or a boy.
Don't look at her face and suddenly judge her race,
Because she is one of us, they are one of us.
There is no they for it will always be "us."
When things get tough don't give no gruff,
We too knew a fight is never enough.
Casting as a lasting shadow on a different team,
Between the preppy mean, and the unseen.
Love is forever as long as you are free, Always and forever we were ment to be!
He lives his life one second at a time
When he comes to find he's using a knife
Pushing down every second, to face the fear
Of anyone trying to come near
"Just leave me alone, if this is my fate"
"My life is worthless, nothing to come"
"I dont want to go back"
"To my sad and dreary life"
"I'm ending this now, with my knife"
He begins to sweat, as the police near
His girlfriend cries as the situation heats
"Stay back, because I'll do it."
The police take a step, one more second
Racing harder, his heart beats
As he begins to take his life
Thinking and beleiving that no one cares
Or wants to be in his life, despite his girlfriends tears
"I love you. You were all i had left"
He plunges the knife into his chest
Ending his life with his death
SO TIRED
Today I am tired.
Not only today,
but yesterday
I was tired
Everyday i am tired
Tired of all the lies
Tired feeling in my eyes
Tired of being around
Tired of being lost and not found
Tired of all the hate
Tired of living fate
Tired, and I'm a mess
Im just tired
Never the less....
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This is how I felt one day!
Right now in many minds i don't exist.
In many minds i do exist.
In those lives where i do exist, i have messed up.
Where do i want to be in my life?
Right now i don't want to be here.
Stuck in this massive misunderstanding of my life.
Falling in love, blamed for cheating, hated for not loving.
Does anybody care about how i feel?
Does anyone want to know my life?
I let so many people in and most of them leave.
What am i supposed to do?
Where am i supposed to go?
Every day i still have trouble finding where i am.
I still can't find where i am supposed to be.
Everyday it seems like i mess up someone else's life.
Everyday i go through the same routine each with a different ending.
Some people choose suicide as a final answer to their problems.
Have i thought about committing suicide?
Yes, of course I have, many people have, YOU have thought about it.
But how many people actually go through with their plans?
Lots of people do, then again lots of people don't.
What makes me different from all of you is that my life is different, and my goals are different.
Many people have plans to go to college, get a degree, have a wonderful family, and much more.
I want some of those things but not all of them yet.
The main thing i really want right now is for people to understand me.
Understand why i do the things i do, why i think the way i think.
I am just so lost and confused right now i don't know what to do.
Is my life worth ending?
Should i take my life over stupid things?
NO, I cant stand to put you all through this pain with me.
I just.....I would just like to get through this.
I need your help!
I want to live, I want to have a life, A family.
Most important of all, I want you to be part of my life.
Let's Talk About Girls!!
Girls, Girls, Girls!!
What is up with girls?
They giggle
to much about anything and everything.
They talk about boys, boys, boys.
Take me for example,
I know too many
girls from god knows where,
I've been told I'm sweet, kind, nice, good looking, and different,
But i still don't know
why they like me.
Girls are just plane out, down right, messed up!!
BUT I GUESS US GUYS ARE TOO.
(this poem is
not to be taken offensively, it is just my opinion about girls.)
What's The Use?
I never thought I would hear no,
Every time i wanted to go.
So i think what's the use?
WHAT'S THE USE?
Mom was scared that i could drive,
Now she is happy that i am still alive.
But i said what's the use?
WHAT'S THE USE?
My girlfriend said something I couldn't take.
She told me we were taking a break.
She made me think, what's the use?
WAHT'S THE USE?
My life is falling apart,
I'm still using my heart.
But what's the use?
WHAT'S THE USE??
A child
Dead and Alive
Love and Life
Husband and Wife
Single and a Couple
These are things i wish i had
These are things i wish i didnt have
But there are things for i am glad
That make me where i am today
As always wanting to run away
For always and forever i am here to stay
A child
Dead and Alive
Love and Life
Husband and Wife
Single and a Couple
(Not a poem)
I love the real/true friends
They tell you something that makes your life want to end.
Even if it hurts you, they want you to know.
I'm glad i have people like that.
They can't get any better than this.
Now i know my woman is a lying cheating BITCH.
She still continues to lie to my face.
Fuck Her, I dont want this shit no more.
She dont wanna talk to me on the phone.
She hangs out with other guys, and who knows what she does.
Now we are broken up, well actually we have been
We have been able to see other people for 5 months.
She just wants to hurt my heart.
She wants to destroy me inside and out.
That she is doing without a doubt.
And because i love her, im letting her.
I dont mean to, but it just happens....
(Not A Poem)
H.O.T.
Hot
Word Hot!
What does it seriously mean?
The dictionary meaning is... well never mind that!
My meaning or interpretation of the word hot is...
Hot "Hey I'll fuck Her/Him!"
Your Hot "Hey wanna fuck?"
She
Was Hot "Hey i wanted to fuck her, until i got a better look!"
DON'T USE THE WORD HOT!
Stick with more of the old
terms like Beautiful, and Pretty, and Gorgeous, just not the word Hot.
Maybe next time you will get more respect from
a girl!
Shit dont listen to me if you dont wanna, but ist the nicest thing that you could do though when you meet someone.
Go ask a girl herself, and see what she says.
Poem attempt #1
I’m trying to write
another good poem.
No it’s not going to
be about my life at home.
Samantha and I can sometimes
get into a fight,
Unfortunatly I’m not
always right.
Life with Samantha is the
greatest thing.
And I’m glad that what
we have is not just a fling.
I love this girl that puts
my mind in a whirl.
Not one thin in this world
could replace her.
She says she don’t
need roses, or a present, or fur.
I’m going to be with
Samantha all my life.
I can’t wait till she
is going to be my wife.
Poems don’t have to
rhyme
But that’s all I can do this time.
(This was wrote when i was dating Samantha)
We live our lives
Like nothing is wrong
But who ever thought
It felt so long
Like nothing has changed
Everything is the same
The only thing new
Is our age
We make a goal
That we'd like to meet
Living our lives
Just by a heartbeat
But when things go wrong
We care so much
That out loved ones stay
In our hearts forever
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